And Nikki recorded that track at the Freak Off in Calabasas, and she has been waiting to release it. But here’s the real question: did Meek Mill really push Nicki Minaj into wild parties with him and Diddy? Brace yourself, because Nicki Minaj just dropped a bombshell, revealing why she ran from Diddy after only a few months of him managing her. She claims Diddy tried to drag her into his infamous industry parties, but she refused, which made him furious. Jaguar Wright backed this up recently, saying Nikki was terrified of Diddy for ages because he pressured her to join his party scene at the start of her career. But Nikki’s nightmare didn’t end there. Right after she started dating Meek, he allegedly sent her right back to Diddy, where she witnessed and experienced some truly dark events.
Jaguar suggested that Nicki Minaj leaked a tape of Meek Mill screaming for help while Diddy allegedly attacked him. She also claimed that Nicki had a tell-all documentary that was never released because Diddy and Meek used their influence to shut it down. For those out of the loop, Nicki Minaj got dragged into this explosive drama with Diddy and Meek, and it turns out she’s deeper in it than we ever imagined.
It all started when Meek was implicated in a shocking lawsuit filed against Diddy by music producer Lil Rod. Lil Rod alleged that Diddy had numerous boy toys in the industry who would sleep with him in exchange for favors, and guess what? Meek and Usher were allegedly on that list. While Lil Rod didn’t name names directly, his descriptions were crystal clear. He talked about a Philadelphia rapper who dated Nicki and a male R&B singer who performed at the Super Bowl and had a hit Vegas residency.
Do I need to spell it out? Meek is indeed a Philly rapper who dated Nicki Minaj from 2015 to 2017, and Usher recently had a Vegas residency that made over $100 million and performed at the Super Bowl this year. Naturally, this bombshell sent the internet into chaos, with fans swarming Meek and Usher’s social media demanding answers. Usher stayed cool, ignoring the uproar, but Meek went into a meltdown on Twitter, battling anyone and everyone who dared to question his sexuality.

“I would confront any celebrity who tried to make a wild move on me. No pictures, I’d seriously go off on them. I’m from Philly, and all my friends always have my back in this crazy industry. Every black blog site blew up that post to make me seem gay. I change laws for our people. I donate millions. They’re trying to ruin the image of black leaders. But they can’t bring me down. You really got to me, but I’ll still grow even after death. This is God’s work, not mine. Meek, I’m from Philly. I don’t do drugs or get wild at parties. Nobody would offer me anything because I’m that respected. No man or woman would ever approach me with gay activity, and if they did, the whole place would be turned upside down. I woke up seeing this on every blog like they know how I’d react, lol.”
Unfortunately for Meek, none of these statements could save him from what was about to happen. Just minutes after this rant, a very disturbing audio clip allegedly of Meek being assaulted by Diddy leaked on social media. For many, this confirmed that he was involved with Diddy. It might sound like an exaggeration, but Meek was literally screaming at the top of his lungs, sounding like he was about to lose consciousness. Even without visual proof that it was Meek and Diddy, many believed it because the voice sounded just like him. To make things worse, an old video resurfaced showing Meek in a pool at Diddy’s house while Diddy recorded him, showering him with praise.
“Hey, what’s up, King? Son, man, you’re doing it, man. You deserve it, Daddy. You’re putting in that work. Proud of you. I love you.”
Now, things are getting even more intense. Just when we thought we had the full story, Jaguar dropped another bombshell, revealing that Nicki Minaj was the one who leaked the audio while she was with Meek Mill. Jaguar even disclosed the exact location of the infamous party. According to her, Nicki didn’t release the audio earlier because she feared retaliation from Diddy, but now that the truth is out, she decided to leak it secretly.
“All the champagne was spiked, son. Everybody was passed out. I don’t drink, so I was playing it off. I had my own stuff, but like everybody was passed out. Diddy had that man in the room. Yes, I put my ear to the door, and I brought the phone because Diddy started going into overdrive. I didn’t know what was going on, but I just heard, you know, things happening. I heard struggling and stuff. When he started all that ‘Daddy this’ and ‘Daddy that,’ and then I heard some hollering and struggling. So yeah, I kept the phone there and recorded everything because I was like, this is Diddy.”
Jaguar also revealed that the ex-bodyguard who initially claimed he recorded the audio was actually paid by Nicki’s team to take the fall, ensuring the leak couldn’t be traced back to her.
“Meek running around talking about expensive pain… wait, this is Philly we’re talking about now. Meek, wait a minute. He’s a fruit loop. He’s Diddy-fried. This is Philly, he’s deep-fried. Do you think that audio they put out was real? Yeah, that was Nicki who put that out. Nicki recorded that at the pre-party in Calabasas. She had been waiting to drop it on Meek. Oh, she just wasn’t going to tell anybody it was Diddy. But now that Diddy’s out there, why not? So, who’s the guy claiming he recorded it? Oh, someone who got paid. Yeah, he said he was standing outside the door.”

Even though Jaguar’s claims might seem outrageous to some people, they actually make a lot of sense. Remember when Nikki kind of hinted at Meek being on the down-low on her Queen Radio show years ago? She was venting about people saying she should have stayed with Meek instead of marrying Kenneth Petty.
“Money can’t buy everything. I won’t name names, but a lot of these people y’all think I should be with are fake on the low. Gay, mentally, physically, and verbally abusive. I haven’t eaten…”
And remember when she and Soulja Boy were on IG Live about a year ago? She randomly asked him if he could name some DL rappers. People speculated she was talking about Meek.
“You think there are a lot of undercover brothers in the industry?”
“I think there’s a lot of undercover brothers in the industry.”
“Oh no, Queen. We don’t know nothing about undercovers. Oh no, we don’t know about that.”
“Okay, ’cause I do.”
“You said what?”
“Oh, I said I do.”
What makes this situation even worse is that after Meek was allegedly assaulted by Diddy, he would come home and take out his anger and frustration on Nikki to compensate for his damaged ego.
“Like, that’s why I’m like… maybe some people would describe me as abrasive or G or whatever because I vowed from that age, no man would ever treat me like that. And then, all of a sudden, that was my life. I let one human being make me so low that I didn’t even remember who I was. I was scared to get in the studio. I didn’t believe in myself.”
Back in 2021, Nikki was set to release her highly anticipated tell-all documentary on HBO Max. However, just as the hype was building, it suddenly vanished. Despite Nikki’s big announcement and teaser, the project was scrapped. Reports suggested it would have spilled all the tea from 2015 to now, including messy details about her past with Meek and why she dropped Diddy as her manager after a short stint.
“What’s up, y’all? It’s Onika T. Mirage, and I’m very excited to finally share with you guys that my docu-series is coming to HBO Max. It’s going to give you a raw, unfiltered look at my personal life and professional journey. I can’t wait to share it with you. Make sure you follow HBO Max, HBO Max Pop, and Bron Studios to stay updated on everything that’s going on. I’ll see you soon.”
For those who might not know, Nikki was briefly managed by Diddy right after her hit debut album “Pink Friday” was released. However, she ended that relationship within a few months and never looked back. The official story was that Diddy wasn’t involved enough, but not everyone believed that. Rumor has it that Diddy wanted to introduce Nikki to his infamous parties, but she wasn’t interested.
The drama took another turn when it came out that Meek might have been a reason why Nikki’s documentary never saw the light of day. Apparently, Meek knew Nikki was about to reveal some serious details about him and Diddy, especially regarding their wild parties, which were a big factor in their breakup. To stop this, he reportedly served Nikki with a cease and desist, forcing her to remove any mention of him and his crew from the documentary.

Let’s not forget how Nikki hinted at wanting to liberate Cassie from Diddy’s control. Back in 2010, she teamed up with Usher on “Lil Freak” and rapped, “I’m plotting on how I can take Cassie away from Diddy.” Some thought this was about romance, but others believed she was calling out Diddy’s mistreatment of Cassie. Nikki and Cassie were close, so Nikki likely knew what was going on but stayed quiet like many others, too afraid to speak up.
Many found Meek’s actions suspicious. If he had nothing to hide, why issue a cease and desist? It also explains why Nikki stayed silent about the documentary. The industry made sure she couldn’t say a word, so she took matters into her own hands by leaking some audio discreetly.
People had their own opinions on the matter. One person observed, “Watching Meek’s face in the pool while Diddy tells him, ‘You put in the work, Daddy.’ Meek nods, fakes a half-smile, and then the camera pans away. For a moment, you see the shame, pain, and trauma in Meek’s eyes. It’s not a laughing matter. We don’t know the full story. Blackmail is no joke.”
Another commenter said, “I’ve never been a huge fan of Nikki’s music, just a few songs. But there’s something about her that resonates with me—her personality and soul. She speaks out against wrongs and doesn’t care who hears.”
What’s your take? How do you feel about Nikki dodging Diddy’s parties? Do you think Diddy and Meek pulled strings to stop her tell-all documentary? Share your thoughts in the comments below